what needs to be brought into your awareness / what is hidden | ALL ZODIAC SIGNS by the modalities | intuitive tarot reading

 friends,

this intuitive tarot reading will explore what needs to be brought into your awareness right now, that which your conscious mind isn't seeing, what is being hidden underneath the surface, etc. i would recommend reading for your rising sign; however, sun + moon / stellium(s) may resonate with you as well. as always, this is a collective reading, and not every aspect will completely hit home for you. personalized readings / coaching sessions will be opening up shortly - keep checking my blog and twitter page for updates! 

aries, cancer, libra, capricorn - cardinal placements 

as cardinal placements, we are ambitious go-getters... always striving for bigger, to be better, to really extract the most we can out of what life could offer us. this is a gift and a blessing, yet it can also be a curse. you may be so focused lately on finding and keeping happiness, that you are actually deterring the exact happiness that you seek. by constantly searching and expending your efforts on this search, you are missing out on the true joy that simply comes from being alive. you may have been overly concerned lately that you are missing out too often, that you don't have enough, and that you aren't happy enough. you don't want to waste your time, energy, or effort on anything, in fact, that is one of your deepest fears... to reach the end of your time in this life and to feel as if you didn't do enough or that you didn't enjoy life enough. as a result, you have spent so much time recently TRYING,  as opposed to actually DOING and LIVING. you may believe in the abundance that the universe has to offer with your whole heart, yet you are actually afraid that this abundance isn't available to specifically yourself, for whatever reason that may be. with this, you are actually closing yourself off to this abundance that is readily available to you. this is all due to fear and insecurity, even though you may actually be a more confident type of person. you may be caught in a state of self-preservation lately. the universe is inviting you to focus more on what you can give, what energy you can put out into the universe, and what you have to offer to the world, instead of what you can extract from it. by putting out this type of abundant energy, you will take the focus off this scarcity mindset that you have had lately, and attract the abundance that you desire by BEING IT and EMBODYING it.

gemini, virgo, sagittarius, pisces - mutable placements 

you hold a very valuable place in this world, whether you are well-aware of that at this point in time or not. you may be so focused on not stepping on other people's toes right now, that your own toes are actually being crushed in the process. in a certain group, community, or even the workplace, you may be holding back on communicating, expressing your ideas, unleashing your creativity. this may be due to the fact that you are afraid that your expression will conflict with another's, you don't want to "rock the boat", you are uncomfortable with what comes with letting your light shine, or you fear that you won't receive the approval that you are seeking. some of you may not feel qualified enough, good enough, or confident enough to be able to take the stand that you want to. what you are not realizing, is that what you are holding back could actually prove to be revolutionary. this expression could change the dynamic of this group, community, your workplace, friendship, etc. for the better. this could lead to a ground-breaking development that has been long-awaited. by speaking up or taking a stand here, you could actually form new connections that will change your life, or bring something to the table that the people around you have been waiting for all along. now is not the time to make yourself small, even though you may feel small in a way. now is absolutely the time to stand tall. this may require you to step out of your comfort zone; but that is what comes with all good things, isn't it? 

taurus, leo, scorpio, aquarius - fixed placements 

it is easy to slip into black-and-white, all-or-nothing, positive-or-negative thinking. your mind may be battling back and forth between different positions, leaving you to feel at a loss when it comes to exactly what side you are on in this mental dilemma you're having here (which will be differ from person-to-person reading this). this is where it is essential to take a step back and be fully aware of both sides; to recognize that two things can be true at once, and there are elements of truth to both sides. you are a complex human being with many nuance, many different sides. every part of you has some truth to it, and some element of illusion to it. if this is not in relation to a personal struggle, this could also ring true for a conflict or struggle that you may be having in a close friend group of yours. there is room for ALL parties to be validated, ALL parties to be heard, ALL parties to feel seen. each person involved is going through their own mental struggle, and is just trying to get their side validated. someone here needs to be the bigger person and set their pride aside, remembering the strong & intense bond within this friendship/friendship group. each of us have strengths, and each of us have weaknesses. recognizing these and applying them to this situation will strengthen the bond now more than ever. whether this is a personal struggle or a relational struggle; reason, compassion, and love will bring this to a resolution.