two worlds - writing piece



the good in the world, i've seen it

the good in the world, i've been it




so what is that force

pulling me under into the darkness?




is it the weight of my past?

of things that never last?




or perhaps it's the goodbyes

i just never saw coming




maybe it could be the lies i felt in my soul

yet i just kept running




little did i know there was no where to run

for what is, is already done




one moment i radiate purity and light

the next, even the devil does not compare




tarnished and torn i am

with sins so great not even god can understand




but then there's the laughter of a friend

or even a story with a happy end




deep late night conversations

and truly genuine intentions




the birth of new life

death of old strife




a habit that has been broken

soft words that are spoken




i constantly find myself

caught between two worlds




two planes of existence

divided by our systems




who am i and what do i know?

which side will next steal the show?




how do you settle a battle

that is never ending in your head?




why do we all have so many questions

that remain unanswered?




is this all my fault?

or was this just my default?


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